To think or to feel?

Have been thinking of some personal plans... because what I ultimately end up doing will determine how much effort I put into the current projects...

On one hand, I have something I like to do... can do well... and feel for it... but somehow, it's complicated...

I do have something else that I'm currently working on too... but it's ultimately not something I can call my own... so I don't really feel for it... though I'm definitely happy with it as well because I can learn alot there and I'm blessed with someone inspiring to work with...

Is it important to have something that somehow belongs to you? From general consensus, the answer would be no... Afterall, 99% of the population are employees. You could be doing great things as a CEO in an MNC... why be so insistent on business ownership? I have no answer to that... perhaps it's because it has been like that since the beginning of time? I don't mind the scale as long as I own it... it could well be a tiny little thing but it will mean the world to me... maybe I'm just stubborn...

When I think... Work is just work... see it as an income generator and it's not that hard to make any decisions... at least that's what practicality teaches me... it doesn't have to be your passion...

But the problem is... I like to feel instead... I can't imagine work to be just purely work... and work takes up a huge part of my life... it means alot to me that I can feel for it...


Luckily, there is no need for any conclusion now... it's just something I like to work out on my own first... hopefully... there will never be a deadline... ;p

French Romance

Just caught a french movie "Heartbreaker"... a romantic comedy...


I like it alot though the plot is abit predictable... I'm just a sucker for old-school kind of romance... dreamy and fairy-tale like...but the french makes it with a twist so it's really interesting... reminded me of another french movie I liked alot... Audrey Tautou's Priceless... cool movie... really worth catching...


In a dreamy mood... thanks to flowers from the bf... sweet... ;)

Polly?

Feeling like Polly in Polly Pocket world...

It's like someone is watching your every move like an eagle, ever-ready to pick on your mistakes and pitfalls... laughing at your failures and happy to see you down... These people should really spend their time minding their own business and using their brains to do something better for the world...

A whimsical house

As a home decor addict, I kind of remodel my room very often... a mini revamp around once a year and a major one every 2 years or so... My parents are always very scared when I mention re-decoration cause they are the ones who must help me paint the room... hahaha... ;p

Over the years, my room colour has changed from baby pink to orange to lavender to the current white/purple combi... now I'm itching to re-do my room again... dreaming of something whimsical... :)

Loving Yoga...

Yoga heals both the body and the soul...I enjoyed every session of it so far... amidst aching muscles... haha ;p

Misunderstood

It is frustrating when...

1) Random friends you meet on the street say they are envious of you because you don't have to "work hard" cause you own a business... Hmm how can one explain this? The business didn't exactly fall from the sky... hmm it's really too long a story to express here...

2) You work flexible hours, friends think you don't really have to work... Do they seriously think all the apparel and accessories are put on the shelves by fairies and elves?

3) People think it's anti-social when you are not so keen on attending gatherings whereby the organizer had no intention of inviting you/ you have no one to talk to/ the environment doesn't allow you to interact with new people e.g. a noisy club... It's just torturous to be in such gatherings. Period.

4) You try to explain something and the other party thinks you are over-analyzing/ over-sensitive...

Don't think, just do...

Been busy with some renovations at the new unit...
Most of the furniture, we try to design and build ourselves...
Alot of times, when I'm feeling exhausted, will just feel like giving up and ask the contractor to pick up the pieces...
It helps that there is someone telling you... "Don't think of how impossible it is, just carry on with it..."
And true enough... when you keep going at it... it will ultimately be done... but it sure takes lots of willpower to persevere.. Sometimes, people tend to over-analyse things too much...it makes things seem impossible to achieve...and you tend to just give up on the idea... I guess for some things, you have to go with your gut feeling, trust yourself and take a leap of faith...

From this...
and this...

to this... took us 1 day and 1 night... Feel really satisfied with it though... looks pro ya? ;p