To think or to feel?

Have been thinking of some personal plans... because what I ultimately end up doing will determine how much effort I put into the current projects...

On one hand, I have something I like to do... can do well... and feel for it... but somehow, it's complicated...

I do have something else that I'm currently working on too... but it's ultimately not something I can call my own... so I don't really feel for it... though I'm definitely happy with it as well because I can learn alot there and I'm blessed with someone inspiring to work with...

Is it important to have something that somehow belongs to you? From general consensus, the answer would be no... Afterall, 99% of the population are employees. You could be doing great things as a CEO in an MNC... why be so insistent on business ownership? I have no answer to that... perhaps it's because it has been like that since the beginning of time? I don't mind the scale as long as I own it... it could well be a tiny little thing but it will mean the world to me... maybe I'm just stubborn...

When I think... Work is just work... see it as an income generator and it's not that hard to make any decisions... at least that's what practicality teaches me... it doesn't have to be your passion...

But the problem is... I like to feel instead... I can't imagine work to be just purely work... and work takes up a huge part of my life... it means alot to me that I can feel for it...


Luckily, there is no need for any conclusion now... it's just something I like to work out on my own first... hopefully... there will never be a deadline... ;p